Mefmu1030

i have been persuaded by crazy people to post new pictures. i have pretty much...none..so yarp. hopefully i will suck slightly less with time. hip hip horay.

no one is reading this. well i guess im reading it as i write it...hm freaky. this is more of a i cant sleep i need something to do kind of thing. and who knows, maybe someone in the infinite cyber universe will stumble upon my musings and maybe laugh. that would be crazy. like totaly. for sure... god i wish i had talent. id practice at something if i thought i could make anything of it, but what are the chaces of that? im bored, i miss my friends, i miss my old slightly less shitty lifestyle, i miss the point. im sort of pathetic. not even sort of, i am pathetic haha. i can think of the last time i wrote anything that wasnt school related. i

according to two different johns, a tony, a daniel, and a will i should keep drawing. well i sat down today with me sketch book and i started drawing...and to my surprise the stuff i was doing didnt look too bad. im proud of it sorta...anyway. most of it is just bored sketchy stuff but it feels good to doodle again. the weird thing is i was using a ballpoint pen instead of a pencil...which is sooo not like me. i must have caught this disease from mr. ballpoint pen himself...how could you do this to me william? how?! what have i become?!?!? well anyway i might post the stuff i did as soon as i fix my computer...fucking viruses...evil of the pu